hiya everyone I just thought about something, that's a idea I have since few month,n and finally decided to begin it (eeww I'm really long with it, only 2 1/2 pages on ewww something like 3 weeks XD)
sooo that's somewhat a comic.... I decided to post few of the art I did, just to have some advices .... so I'll be going now


(and I know, it's been a while since I came here but ... huh XD

alors un tit truc que j'ai vu sur le journal de :felindra:

alors je me suis prêtée au jeu ^^

Commentez ici et:
a) je vous dirai comment je vais ai connu, ainsi qu'une chose ou deux à propos d'une image de votre galerie OU je vous dirai pourquoi je vous ai ajouté à ma liste d'ami.
b) je vous associerai avec quelque chose - une chanson, une couleur, une photo, etc.
c) je vous parlerai d'une chose que j'aime chez vous
d) j'évoquerai un souvenir que j'ai de vous
e) je vous poserai la question que je meurs d'envie de vous poser
f) je vous dirai quelle est, parmi vos images, celle que je préfère
g) En échange, vous devez poster ceci dans votre journal. (obligé!)

[do not read the thingy below if you don't feel down...]


I can't stand it anymore. It's too hard. I don't understand why she is like this. She's too exigent. I never did anything wrong. I do not take drugs, and never did. I dn't smoke, and neither drink. I never missed school and always have good marks, even if I'm treated of smartass because of this. I even go to school when I have fever, or when I'm sick, as long as I'm able to work. I don't go out. I'm 17 and I never had fun, and never went out with a guy. And still, if it take me just once to miss a f*cking paper, or forget to do the dishes, I'm like I provoked apocalypse.
I don't understand what she want. I do my best. I can't be perfect, I'm human. I don't know what to do anymore. But I won't be able to stand it for a long time.
Furthermore, I can't talk. I have noone to talk about. I first thought about my sister, but she hates my mother and the only thing she would tell would be " That's what you get staying with her, why not comng at Dad's home ?" That's the last thing I wanna hear. There would be some of my classmates, but that's the kind of things I can't tell them. Not close enough I guess. There would also be Adeline, I told her everything back then,. But, even if it was only last year, I feel like being miliions miles away from her now. The only conclusion left is that I can't tell anyone, physically at least. Even now, when I'm writing, my father-in law is making fun of me. Like I could accept that a man that spend his time drinking and hiding beer in the garage in order to fool everyone can be laughing about this. I didn't want to tell on the forum I always go neither, because it would feel like breaking the wall of the personnality I made up there, being all bubly and friendly. Maybe will I tell Omar, that's the only one I trust enough. but not now. Later probably. when I'll be less down.

say helloooooo ^^

I don't have anything to say, but still XD